✦ About Me ✦
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Hi there... I'm Pat, and welcome to my little corner of the internet. This is my sacred space where I pour my soul into pixels and code. I'm completely obsessed with all things dark, beautiful, and mysterious. Whether it's creating digital art at 3 AM, debugging Python code, hunting for the perfect black lace top, or just staring at dragon art for hours, I'm totally here for it.

I've been making websites since I was like 12 (learned HTML from a library book, no joke) and I'm completely addicted. There's something magical about taking an empty blank page and filling it with YOUR vision. Same with digital art — I love that moment when a piece finally comes together and you realize u've created something that never existed before. Dragons are basically my life tho. Like, they represent everything I love: power, beauty, mystery, and a touch of danger.

My style is definitely gothic. I'm drawn 2 dark colors, moody atmospheres, Victorian aesthetics mixed with modern edge. Think Evanescence meets The Cure mixed with Tim Burton. Fashion-wise, I live in black, deep purples, fishnet, and leather. I take a LOT of photographs—mostly at night, of interesting textures, shadows, and weird architecture. My camera is basically an extension of my soul at this point.

Name: Pat (full name private, sorry!)
Age: 17 (turning 18 next May!)
Location: Pacific Northwest (rainy forever = perfect 4 me)
Favorite Color: Black (obviously) + Deep Crimson
Music: Evanescence, The Cure, Bauhaus, NIN
Art Tools: Photoshop 7.0, SAI, traditional pen
Coding: HTML, CSS, JavaScript, Python (learning!)
Obsession Level: DRAGONS: 9999/10 ☬☬☬
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Right now I'm seriously into graphic design and thinking about colleges for art/CS. The intersection of art and code is EVERYTHING 2 me. Like, web design combines visual aesthetics with technical problem-solving. Digital art requires understanding both the creative eye AND the technical side. Photography is all about understanding light and composition. These things feed each other.

I'm also weirdly passionate about dragon lore—like, I've read every dragon fantasy book ever, I collect dragon figurines, I draw dragons constantly, and I can talk 4 HOURS about dragon mythology across different cultures. My dream is 2 create a fantasy world with my own original dragons and tell stories about them. Maybe as a game someday? Or an animated series? Who knows, but dragons are my forever thing.

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✦ Recent Updates ✦
October 15, 2003
FINALLY redesigned the whole site! Been working on this gothic theme 4 like 2 weeks. Added the new dragon gallery section (it's HUGE) and fixed all the broken image links. Still need 2 add more to the fashion section but I'm running out of time b4 school gets crazy. Also added some new code tutorials!
September 28, 2003
OMG just finished reading "Eragon" and I literally cannot stop thinking about it. Saphira is EVERYTHING. Took like 50 new photos of the local cemetery at dusk 4 my gothic photography series. The lighting was insane. Posted a few on the photos section!
September 12, 2003
Got a new black Victorian corset top from Hot Topic and it's literally perfect. Finally found my dream piece. Started a new digital painting project featuring my OC dragon Nightshade (black scales w/ crimson accents). It's gonna b amazing when it's done!
August 30, 2003
Created a basic Python script 4 batch image processing. It's not super complex but I'm proud of it! Learning programming has been life-changing tbh. Started coding more seriously after realizing I could automate SO much of my photo workflow.
August 15, 2003
New guestbook entries!! Thank u 2 everyone who's been signing! Getting lots of visitors from the webring lately. Also finally scanned in some older artwork. Warning: it's pretty rough lol but I wanted 2 show my progress.
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✦ Dark Art & Photography ✦

I've been creating digital art since I was like 13. Started with MS Paint (lol) and gradually upgraded 2 actual design software. My style is heavily inspired by gothic art, anime, and dark fantasy. I love working with shadows, high contrast, rich colors (especially reds, purples, blacks), and creating mood. Most of my pieces have 2 do with dragons, dark creatures, or moody atmospheric scenes.

Photography is newer 4 me (started like 2 years ago) but it's become my favorite way 2 capture the world. I'm obsessed with night photography, textures, reflections, and creating surreal moods through lighting. Black & white photography especially—there's something so pure and emotional about it.

Current Projects:

  • Large digital painting of Nightshade (my OC dragon) — 75% done
  • Gothic architecture photography series (10 photos so far)
  • Character design studies — exploring different fantasy races in my dark style
  • Web design portfolio site (using HTML/CSS, learning new techniques!)

I take commissions sometimes! Mainly small stuff like custom avatar art or icon design. If ur interested, contact me thru guestbook. ✦ Coming Soon: Art Gallery Section! ✦

under construction

(Full art gallery coming next update — still scanning & organizing!)

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✦ DRAGONS ✦ My Eternal Obsession ✦

If there's one thing that defines me, it's dragons. I've been obsessed since I was like 8 years old when I watched "Dragonheart." Now I'm older and my appreciation has evolved into full-on dragon mythology/fantasy nerd status. I've read EVERYTHING: D&D lore, Chinese dragon history, dragon mythology from every culture, every dragon-centered fantasy book. Dragons represent POWER + MYSTERY + BEAUTY + DANGER. They're solitary, majestic, intelligent, and completely captivating.

☬ Nightshade (My OC) ☬
A female dragon w/ pitch-black scales that shimmer in moonlight, deep crimson accents along her spine and wings. Ancient and mysterious, she guards a forgotten castle in a gothic realm. Her eyes glow deep red. She's fierce, intelligent, and deeply lonely. I've been developing her story 4 like 3 years now and she's basically my spirit animal at this point.
☬ Emberclaw ☬
A dragon from my fantasy world inspired by fire + earth elements. Russet and bronze scales w/ golden accents. More aggressive personality, guards treasure, actually kinda mean lol. I love designing completely different dragon personalities and aesthetics.
☬ Saphira (From Eragon) ☬
OKAY so Saphira from the Eragon series by Christopher Paolini is literally MY IDEAL DRAGON. She's smart, loyal, beautiful, has that perfect balance of power + grace. The way she's written is SO good. I've re-read Eragon like 5 times and I still get emotional about the dragon-rider bond.

Dragon Books I've Read: Eragon series, Wings of Fire, The Hobbit (Smaug!!!), How 2 Train Yr Dragon, plus like 20 dragon fantasy novels. My bookshelf is basically 40% dragon content at this point. No regrets.

Dragon Lore I'm Obsessed With: Chinese dragons (symbol of wisdom + power, water association), European dragons (hoarding treasure, often villainous which is interesting), Japanese dragons (more benevolent, celestial), Korean dragons. The mythology is SO RICH. Different cultures have such different dragon concepts!

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✦ Gothic Fashion & Style ✦

My wardrobe is basically 90% black. I'm completely committed 2 the gothic aesthetic. The way I dress reflects my personality—dark, mysterious, a little bit dangerous, but ultimately just ME expressing myself in the most authentic way possible. Fashion is art u wear every day. It matters.

Essential Gothic Pieces:

  • Black fishnets (always, any season, with everything)
  • Long black skirts (flowy, Victorian, or leather-look)
  • Band t-shirts (especially Evanescence, The Cure, Sisters of Mercy)
  • Black combat boots (Doc Martens if I can ever afford them omg)
  • Corsets and corset-style tops (the BEST)
  • Lace & velvet (texture is everything)
  • Silver jewelry + chains (no gold, that's a rule)
  • Black eyeliner (like, ALWAYS, sharp wings are my brand)
  • Dark nail polish (usually black or deep red)

I shop @ Hot Topic, Spencers, some indie goth shops online, and thrift stores (where u can find AMAZING vintage stuff). My dream is 2 eventually afford real Victorian goth pieces from specialty designers but that's like... expensive lol.

Fashion Icons: Dita Von Teese (she makes goth elegant), Siouxsie Sioux (ORIGINAL goth queen), anyone in Evanescence music videos, Tim Burton muse vibes. Also honestly just inspired by nature—dark forests, night, shadows, mysterious things.

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✦ Code & Web Design ✦

HTML saved my LIFE. Seriously. Learning 2 code opened up this whole world of creative expression. I love the intersection of art + logic. With web design, u get 2 be simultaneously creative AND technical. It's the perfect combo 4 my brain.

Languages I Know:

  • HTML — Obviously! Built this whole page from scratch
  • CSS — Love styling things, experimenting w/ colors & layouts
  • JavaScript — Still learning but getting better! Working on interactive effects
  • Python — Currently studying, want 2 get really good at this

A Basic Python Function I'm Proud Of:

def is_dragon_name(name):
    """Determines if a name is cool
    enough 4 a dragon"""
    cool_names = ["nightshade", "emberclaw",
                  "shadowfang", "drakonis"]
    return name.lower() in cool_names

# u know the answer
print(is_dragon_name("Nightshade"))
# Output: True !!!

I'm working on a personal portfolio site 2 showcase my web design + art work. Also thinking about making a dragon lore database website—like a wiki of all my dragon characters. That would b SO cool.

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✦ SIGN MY GUESTBOOK! ✦

OMG PLEASE sign my guestbook!! I LOVE getting entries. U can tell me what u think of my site, ur interests, whatever!! Come be part of my community! There's a guestbook script link at the bottom of the page.

PAT!! The new design is STUNNING! Love the dark red color scheme & the dragon section literally made me cry (in a good way). Also that corset top u showed me last week??? I'm gonna buy it 4 sure. Ur art is getting SO good too. Can't wait 2 see the full gallery! MWAH!
Nice site dude! Loved the Python code snippet. That dragon naming function is gold lmao. U should check out my new tutorial on CSS positioning if u haven't already. Always cool 2 meet other coders who care about the design side 2. Keep it up!
DUDE. YOUR DRAGON OBSESSION IS MY DRAGON OBSESSION. I literally screamed when I saw Nightshade. She's PERFECT. The character design is amazing & the lore u've created is so compelling. Have u thought about making this into like an animated series or game?? U should. Anyway this site is fantastic!
Found ur site thru the Dark Arts Webring. Love the layout & the photography section is beautiful (even if it's still under construction lol). The gamer in me is OBSESSED w/ ur dragon lore. Have u played Spyro the Dragon series?? Anyway great site, bookmarking it!
Lovely site! I'm impressed by how much content u have & how well-organized everything is. The fashion section spoke 2 my soul. Also ur photography taste is impeccable. Black & white aesthetic 4eva. Would love 2 exchange links if ur interested! Keep creating beautiful things.
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